A quick glance
Causes my imagination to run wild
With enchanting thoughts of love
From across the room
My body shivers excitedly
With the hope of returned affection
Confusing thoughts
Toil with my mind
Wondering if you’ll make the move
The move that could start
A beautiful friendship
Or, something more?
Will you give me a chance?
Do you feel anything at all?
I catch my breath and wait.
I leave it to you
With lingering thoughts of you.
In my arms forever
Friday, March 30, 2007
Hopes and Dreams
I finally realized what eternal loneness feels like. I respect all others who want to be happy. Happiness for some, is being alone. Some people like me chose, or some times people like me have no choice, but to be happy, when someone comes to you and tells you she loves you. I long for the day someone comes to me and says, " I love you and I can't breathe without you."
Those words are like music to my ears. Those words are dreams to me. She's a dream to me. She'll mean the world to me.
If we were together, tears of joy would fall from my eyes, and I would fall down to my knees and pray everyday that God keeps us together, but alas, we aren't together we are apart, everyday instead of praying that we stay together...
I pray that God brings us together, and instead of tears of joy, tears of loneness and tears of sadness fall from my eyes.
I continue to dream of being together. I continue to dream of happiness. To some a dream is a dream, a fallen tear is just a tear, words are nothing more than words. To them I am wasting my time, their time, my intelligence, their intelligence, and my talents. I wasting them by trying to find that special one and be happy with her.
I don't think I'm wasting my time because I can only be truly happy with someone like that. Those are the only hopes and dreams I have for now. In the future I know I will have more hopes and dreams but for now this is it.
She will become my life line, maybe later I will be her life line. I have always been taught to be independent but for now I need her in my life, I need her love to keep me going strong. Just a tear, I have a lot, words are nothing more than words. I hope my words will make you understand how I feel, but for now this is it..
Those words are like music to my ears. Those words are dreams to me. She's a dream to me. She'll mean the world to me.
If we were together, tears of joy would fall from my eyes, and I would fall down to my knees and pray everyday that God keeps us together, but alas, we aren't together we are apart, everyday instead of praying that we stay together...
I pray that God brings us together, and instead of tears of joy, tears of loneness and tears of sadness fall from my eyes.
I continue to dream of being together. I continue to dream of happiness. To some a dream is a dream, a fallen tear is just a tear, words are nothing more than words. To them I am wasting my time, their time, my intelligence, their intelligence, and my talents. I wasting them by trying to find that special one and be happy with her.
I don't think I'm wasting my time because I can only be truly happy with someone like that. Those are the only hopes and dreams I have for now. In the future I know I will have more hopes and dreams but for now this is it.
She will become my life line, maybe later I will be her life line. I have always been taught to be independent but for now I need her in my life, I need her love to keep me going strong. Just a tear, I have a lot, words are nothing more than words. I hope my words will make you understand how I feel, but for now this is it..
How love feels
In my life I have learned what's wrong,
what's right, what hurts, what doesn’t.
Does that mean I have learned life’s most important lessons
if so what is love, some people say love is dead,
others feel love in their hearts.
Some say love hurts, others say its the best feeling to have,
someone made the song lyric-
“If loving you is wrong, I don’t want to be right.”
Love makes you do weird crazy things.
I want to know this feeling,
have I felt this already, or have I yet to feel it.
I am ready to find out.
I am ready to make or create the final act for love.
Give my final gift to the world.
My life to my love.
what's right, what hurts, what doesn’t.
Does that mean I have learned life’s most important lessons
if so what is love, some people say love is dead,
others feel love in their hearts.
Some say love hurts, others say its the best feeling to have,
someone made the song lyric-
“If loving you is wrong, I don’t want to be right.”
Love makes you do weird crazy things.
I want to know this feeling,
have I felt this already, or have I yet to feel it.
I am ready to find out.
I am ready to make or create the final act for love.
Give my final gift to the world.
My life to my love.
I APPRECIATE YOU ...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.
If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.
You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones.
If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.
Let It Rain
Let your love pour like summers rain .
Let your kisses quench the thirst of my soul.
Your summer rain bring life into my spirit.
You are life.
I want you, your touch is like fire in the sky
You send lighting through my body and thunder through my soul
You gave life where there once was none.
The sky bow down to our light.
Let it rain you are my life.
Let your kisses quench the thirst of my soul.
Your summer rain bring life into my spirit.
You are life.
I want you, your touch is like fire in the sky
You send lighting through my body and thunder through my soul
You gave life where there once was none.
The sky bow down to our light.
Let it rain you are my life.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Regrets
I think of you 24-7,All I have are thoughts of you on my mind,I wish I could laugh,But all I can do is cry,Cry and try to deny all the problems in my life,Not much of problems but more of regrets,Regrets of not treating you right,Treating you without respect,Treating you unimportantly,Like I didn’t need you,But I did,And I do,I just need you in my life,And now I’m living in regret,Regretting what I did to you.
"A Simple Choice"
Sheltering arms;
Soft kisses;
Gentle embrace.
Concerned words;
Emotional tears;
Heartfelt Love.
Or...
Roaming hands;
Rough touch;
Possessive arms.
Thoughtless words;
Wandering minds;
Simply Lust!
Soft kisses;
Gentle embrace.
Concerned words;
Emotional tears;
Heartfelt Love.
Or...
Roaming hands;
Rough touch;
Possessive arms.
Thoughtless words;
Wandering minds;
Simply Lust!
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